Fear(February 19, 2013) The unknown, the broken, the unstable. The pain, the tears, the loss. Fear is losing everything. Fear is painful. It is the waiting for disaster. It is witnessing the horrors of the mind and reality collide onto the path you are walking. Losing someone, then another, then another; each time you believe it’s safe to hold on, your support disappears. Fear is self-loathing, being too weak to rise against what scares you, being too afraid to believe in yourself. I say that death does not scare me, but what it causes. It causes loss and sadness. So, I guess I am afraid of death to some corner of my heart, not just out of instinct, but that it could rip everything I love away. My greatest fear is loss. Losing items, losing dreams, losing time, losing people, losing my mind, losing everything.
Defeat(October 20, 2012) Amber eyes of tenacity burn with a stubborn fireHe reaches for the treacherous sphere,But recoils in pain.No giving up, no turning back.Strength comes from facing obstacles.The knife steady in hand,He chops down the foe;The one who brought tears.Minutes later, its remains are added to the stew.Success.