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This itching in my skin,
This sickening twist in faith,
The hope that sparks itself,
Only to mock its creator,
A rush in heartbeat,
A spike in sadness,
No drug is controlling it,
No one seems capable,
Why do you return to me?
Make me hate, make me ache, make me something so unlike who I thought I was.
A disease in the brain
Eating away my heart
Blackening the light in my eyes
Filling my lungs with bitterness
Don't you understand?
I don't want you anywhere near me!
I don't want this sickness inside me
Have I no say?
Please just go away
This trigger, it's not right
You turn me into something else
I want to appreciate these things
Not loathe what I feel cannot be
Is that what I am reduced to?
The only simplicity is the painful creep of jealousy
Is that so...
Fine then.
If I cannot be what I crave, then I will hate it all.
That's the answer you want.
...please just go away...
This sickening twist in faith,
The hope that sparks itself,
Only to mock its creator,
A rush in heartbeat,
A spike in sadness,
No drug is controlling it,
No one seems capable,
Why do you return to me?
Make me hate, make me ache, make me something so unlike who I thought I was.
A disease in the brain
Eating away my heart
Blackening the light in my eyes
Filling my lungs with bitterness
Don't you understand?
I don't want you anywhere near me!
I don't want this sickness inside me
Have I no say?
Please just go away
This trigger, it's not right
You turn me into something else
I want to appreciate these things
Not loathe what I feel cannot be
Is that what I am reduced to?
The only simplicity is the painful creep of jealousy
Is that so...
Fine then.
If I cannot be what I crave, then I will hate it all.
That's the answer you want.
...please just go away...
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I should probably write more poetry nowadays. It might help me when I feel those bad rants coming on.
Just a simple poem over this overwhelming jealousy.
Just a simple poem over this overwhelming jealousy.
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Hope everything gets better. I'm still praying for you. Remember, negative emotions like this never do you any good. If fact, they'll just poison you and eat away at you. And they're horrible for your health. You ever need someone to vent on, I'm here.